DAILY JOURNAL.

2012-01-31T21:58:00.002+08:00

What on earth happened all this years, to me who changed from a quiet introvert to a noisy and talkative extrovert? I lol-ed each time primary schoolmates mentioned that I was a quiet and good girl last time, but yet now.......

Steamboat with IG-ians last Sunday was quite fun! (: Just that a compulsory steamboat turned out to be only 10 people attending. Quite disappointed at first, but thanked those who came. ^^ Freaks me out when Deborah shared her ghostly encounters in her dreams, and my jaws dropped looking at the rate the maincomms are eating. O: Especially the multiple servings of beef. I think my money is worth it alr, cuz maincomms are helping me spend my money wisely. ^^ Oh! And my lovely subbies & I organized an ice cream buffet! Hee, can't wait!

I just finished compiling my jap role play script annoyingly. I hate how my groupmates treat me. ): They appointed me as a leader and dumped everything to me. Goodness. I am so going to mark them down for peer evaluation, with a clearly stated reason why. ):

It happens to me each time exams and submissions are near, the post-exams syndrome where I get addicted to dramas at the wrong time. Hee, re-watched Boys Over Flowers, when I am having psychology test which consist 30% of the coursework this Saturday, and BCS & Commskills Summative next week.

2012-01-25T18:52:00.001+08:00

Many things to doubt forwhen someone grows up are questions that even mommys wouldn't know how toanswer to their own kids. Why do are there times where we just couldn'tunderstand what another person is thinking? Why would our opinions clash? Whywill it lead to an unintentional fight? Are humans all sensitive creatures?Hmm. I need to stop my "projection bias" and stop wondering why some people are like that, because every individual human has got their own characters.

I ended my CNY moodyesterday after visiting mom’s side. Decided to save all my red packet moneyfor my educational trip and for my furnitures when I move to sis’s room. Yes, Ihave to stop myself from stepping into Bugis street for the time being until Iovercome my shopping addiction.

And then back to school……………………..

Vexed and frustratedwhen things ain’t going smoothly. Situations in IG cropped up, leaving all ofus worried. Date dues immediately after Chinese New Year. Was suppose to meetMM, Candy & Ivan at Bugis after having my fav dinner at home, but at thethoughts of the incomplete homework and laziness stopped me from going outagain. I haven’t even started studying for my upcoming BCS, Psychology andCommskills. And end-sem is drawing near. Oh dear.

But on a brighter note,went OG today to get my wonderful Japanese Sylvanian Families! ^_^ It is on 20%discount in OG so I decided to buy it today! Yessaaaa, for a moment I look intomy collection of sylvanian families, I’m quite enlightened. Heehee.

2012-01-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

I have to reformat my laptop soon.
Funshion spoilt and I freaking can't fix nor uninstall it. I think my brother is right, funshion IS a virus.
But who cares, I can watch so many lovely shows in there! ^_^

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LOVELIES!
This year's CNY simply just don't feel right. Perhaps it is a lil bit too fast and I couldn't feel it right.
& I still can't interact with cousins AND IDK WHY!!!!!!!! TELL ME WHY!!!!!!!!! ):
But I did have fun (:

Ohwell I don't feel like blogging anymore. Maybe i'll share it next time.

2012-01-18T23:08:00.004+08:00

CNY is coming, and yet we're overwhelmed my project deadlines and assignments that the mood of CNY just dropped. Yes I've bold the word overwhelmed as it is to the extend that I even forgot what I have to do till I looked into my reminders. Feeling so vexed each time I've past my sleeping time but yet I've still incomplete works, leaving it to the next day, dragging till the very last minute of submissions.

Been feeling emotionally uptight this few days...
Unusually hyped up in school, but unusually feeling too sensitive.

I miss my dear Ong Yi Ling and Chua Feng Ling, that I've opened a private line chat with only the two of them.
Mentally prepared that I ain't gonna see them much this year until Nov....

2012-01-16T00:41:00.004+08:00

Jiefu's 30th.

Soup spoon dinner with Bro at the Katong new shopping mall!

With lovely classmates during GTT reccee.

YOYOYOYOYOYO HIHIHIHIHI HEEEELLLLOOOOOOOOOOO

I realise I would blog every Sunday night...

Results were fine. Seriously, although they suck hardcore compared to the previous semester but I was expecting worst results. I didn't secure an A for Micro and OB, but at least I've secured a B+ for both. Jap test result was unexpectedly great. I studied for only 2 hours for it and I managed to score 51/60.

My home is totally prepared for CNY. The whole table is filled with my fav new year goodies and I have completely no space to do my work cuz my study table has a mountain full of trash. Grandma's too happy cuz this year 3 family is gonna have reunion dinner together at my house. That means, we're gonna fill the whole row in the cinema during our annual new year eve midnight movie! Can't wait! :D

2012-01-08T23:44:00.001+08:00

Much as I expected, I became too busy ever since school starts.

Busy with project, submissions, IG, B Guides.

Everyday I stepped into the house feeling dead, and then I would just drop on my bed dead all the way till the next day. Plus because I've just spent $498 on my new iPhone, I literally went broke. I was cardless cuz mom took my ATM card away and I went to school with only $10 everyday, not feeling very good each time friends wanna eat something expensive. x.x

But ohwell, at least I survived during the busy week. More busy weeks to come.

B Guides was fun actually. (:

First day was kind of boring, but luckily the BSC in charge took it into consideration and we had a fairly fun second day. But I was too shagged from the first day that I felt so dead in the morning. Apparently my whole group did not attend the second day and I was alone! ): I thought I could learn to be independent without my close ones but NO! I feel so fail. ): I ended up calling Ivan and forced him to come back to school to accompany me! Thanks to him, Marcus came back after his lesson too! Expectedly, I was disturbed by my friends again. But UNEXPECTEDLY, this time apparently all my guy friends became my boyfriends. -.- Like wthell man! It's like I am always their second target when it comes to disturbing. ): (First is Ivan) And then we ended off with the third day and poof! Open house is over! I love to tour the visitors around business school, especially when my broadrick dearies came for the open house! Hehe, felt good each time they said they are gonna come TP's HTM. Wheeeee, I could feel myself being a tour guide in a few years time~~ (x

2012-01-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

Marks the end of my holiday, is the start of the second term.

I love how my 09 clique interacts with each other hehe. (:

Had a secret santa gift exchange, but my secret santa Jedaiah forgot to bring my present! I gave him an angry face straight away and he immediately looked away giving a guilty look. Haha! It is quite a heartwarming way to start my first day of school for 2012.

Then our minds were flooded with assignments and projects during commskills tutorial.... Straight away, I felt a tinge of nervousness when it comes to getting my results back. I was pretty satisfied with my commskills summative test, though I only had a B. Reflecting back, I've lost my motivation to perservere in getting good grades since the start of a new semester, so I shouldn't deserve to think about having good results at all. Thus, I was pretty satisfied with my summative test and yes, more to go.....

2012-01-01T02:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

Alright, 2.5 hours ago, it was "last year" but now its "this year" already. (:

2011 has ended, with many regrets.....
I didn't fulfill my 2011 resolutions and I'm not gonna bring it forward to 2012 anymore.
I took so long to adapt to the new environment.
I took so long to be whom I am in front of the new "everyone".
I took so long to be independent from my dearies.
And there are just too many unacceptable things that happened this year......

):

But in the optimistic view,
I didn't regret entering HTM
I didn't regret interviewing for HTMIG
I had good friends like my dear IG subbies and class 09
And even though the mental stress was unbearable, I still manage to put a strong front in front of everybody.

& My New Year resolutions are:
- Learn Photography
- Open a food blog
- Slim down to 45kg without having to skip my precious meals
- Go to the zoo!
- Be mentally stronger...

Hee. 31 DECEMBER 2011 was a great night! (:
Celebrated FRYKK 2nd Anniversary by catching a movie together and we had swensens!! (:

And had a countdown party with Candy, June, MinMing, Haizel, Chaowang and Ivan!
Hahaha, and I'm kinda feeling happy to see my IG maincomms too, though it kind of embarrassed me cuz I was in my unglam moments. Hehe.
Had supper at Bugis Starbucks after countdown, and had a lil new year chat. (: Hehe. A great thing to start my new year with, and I hope 2012 would be a great one! <3

2011-12-30T00:14:00.002+08:00

Kay I just wasted my whole 2 weeks of holiday... on Kdramas and Tdramas.
Shit, what have I done, I've procastinated until there's no days left for me to procastinate.
I am still 2/3 not done with my BCS which is gonna be due in 2 days time, and I've not started on my commskills individual project!!!

I could sense a busy start of 2012....

St Regis hotel inspection today, totally worth it for waking up early in the morning. (:
The tour was fantastic, and the PRESIDENTIAL SUITE WAS AWESOME.
But I regretted wearing heels. I was limping at the end of the inspection, and couldn't wait but changed into slippers the moment we were dismissed. -.-

Didn't lunch with my lovely subbies, but rushed down to meet my dearies instead. Pasta cooking today, and the moment I've arrived, it is time for us to tuck in. Hehe. Felt so heartwarming to receive christmas cards from my dearies. (': Did a lil bit of reading/ studying/ chatting with FL and YL, and ended off my day by having a late dinz with bro at the new 112 Katong. Bro drove his church's big truck to fetch me, and it was really cool to be sitting in a big truck. Hehe.

2011-12-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

Its Christmas again. (: Happy Birthday Jesus Christ!

During Christmas, everyone exchanges gifts and greetings for each other, but who actually gave presents to the actual birthday boy?

Did my last minute Christmas shopping yesterday alone.The bus was so cold, that I was blinded from the outside world due to the mists that was densely created on every window of the bus. The bus was crowded, but they seemed so quiet. I kept repeating the same song over and over again, and I pondered.

What is happiness? Nobody could ever end the search of their own happiness, be it happiness for a materialistic good, happiness for having many friends, happiness to be in a relationship with your crush, or happiness mentally. Because, every happiness is temporal.

Today's session at bro's church moved me,and it was as though the pastor could read my mind. I never expected myself to be so emotionally affected by everything he said. I am really glad to have many listening ear, but who exactly understands how I am actually feeling inside me? And then I realise, it was the reason why I wasn't able to truthfully pour out everything to even the most trustful listening ear I had. I am happy to have my dearies with me all this while, but do I actually felt the sense of loneliness deep inside me? Do all my dearies really understand me, or am I just assuming that they are? I accepted Christ since long time ago, but am I really opening my door to welcome him, or am I leaving him outside waiting, for the fear that I would be hurt again? Then I knew I have to find an answer to every question, so I would be able to find my happiness temporary, for every happiness is temporal. But will I ever succeed? That's another question.

2011-12-15T23:17:00.001+08:00

Exams ended, and the first term of sem 1.2 is officially over.

Hee, for the overall of this term, it was pretty enjoyable for me. I felt closer not only to IG subcomms, but also closer to my 09 clique. :p I learnt how I should apply the word "empathy" into my life, so it'll be easier for me to forgive and forget. Oh yay! But my studies have gone worst, and despite knowing it, I still procastinate. ): I don't think I am going to score any As this sem, cuz I kept slacking all the way. No motivation for me to study, though many of my peers are chionging like crazy. :/ I felt so demoralised after microecons paper yesterday, cuz of the stupid tomato question, I lose 15 marks. )': Sigh.

I'm addicted to secret garden recently. Because of the show, I didn't really study for mid sem! Sigh I know cuz I'm kinda regretting now. But the show is so nice and addictive, my dearies thought I was insane watching the second time. :c Hehe, but I can't help it! Hyun Bin is just so cute in that show. (x

2011-12-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

Haha, know what's awesome?

It's when everyone gets a break from all those mad studying and come together to ENJOY!

Hahahaha, Fish & Co private room with the 09 Clique people yesterday, Candy's treat to thank us for buying her a phone for her B'day! Yesterday was really wild, the whole room was only US and we made so much noise! It was so wild that we stood on the chairs when camwhoring, and even screamed and shouted till the waiters outside could hear us. So much to camwhore yesterday, and even the camera shy Marcus took like more than 20 photos?!

Town with MM, Candy and Haizel after that. Suntec- Helix Bridge- Marina Bay Sands- Raffles Place- Lao Ba Sat- Home. Lika walkaton, we walked all the way from 5pm till 8pm and spammed photos everywhere! HAHA, it was damn crazy la, we were laughing and camwhoring under the rain! Totally drenched but awesome! HAHA, I swear I want to have another outing like this again, probably after Mid-Sem Tests! :D

2011-12-01T22:56:00.001+08:00

I hate the word "competitive" when it comes to studies and results. Just freaks me out everywhere, every minute and every second. Sucks to the core, to the extend that I just wanna slap every person who takes me as a competitor. Argh, shouldn't have told me, makes me so pressurized. -.- C'mon la, I am also not an A student!

SECRET GARDEN! My current addiction, and also my current distraction. Usually I can finish an entire drama within 2 days, but this time I took a whole week to only manage to watch till ep 6. ): Slow but steady, slow but enjoying it. HAHA! Stupid Ivan told me he got the DVD, now I feel like buying it too. ):

2011-11-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

Exams are drawing near, but yet I am still procastinating. I can't seem to control myself to study. :/ I can sense that this semester will be a bad one.

Emotionally unstable this few days for completely no reason.
I keep getting into moodswings for no reason, and it is getting obvious among friends. )': Screamed at my dad just now, but that was because he was really too unreasonable! Ok the conversation is like:

Me: Pa, where is the museum your going today?
Dad: MUSEUM! You dk what's museum?!
Me: I KNOW WHATS MUSEUM LA BUT WHERE?!?!?
Dad: YOU DONT KNOW WHERE?! YOU TOURISM STUDENT YOU DK WHERE?!
Me: I KNOW MUSEUM BUT WHICH ONEEEEEEEEE!!!
Dad: NATIONAL MUSEUM YOU DONT KNOW WHERE?!

Wtf, obviously I know what is a museum but i kept asking where but he kept screaming at me!!!! And what has it got to do with my course, seriously?! I totally screamed my lungs out, but this time I'm not feeling guilty cuz I am not in the wrong. Ran into my room, and shut myself from the outside world for a few minutes. But in the end, after 30 minutes, I wasnt angry anymore. Wanted to go for Hebe autograph session but decided not to go because I can see dark clouds. Zzz. Of course, I was right. It started raining heavily at 4.45pm, while the autoraph session starts at 5pm. So... went kuishin-bo for dinner! Ok buffet was quite expensive but it was damn awesome! Snow crab, lobster, nabe soups, teapot soups, tempura and many more. Totally enjoyed myself and wanted to eat somemore though I was damn BLOATED. & Mom bought me sylvanian families for Christmas! Hehee, add on to my collection. Now I'm a happy girl for a moment. (: Hope tomorrow I won't get so emotionally unstable again.

2011-11-21T10:53:00.001+08:00

I'M TANNED. O:
For the last few months I've been trying to maintain a fair skin but I'M TANNED NOW.
But this time I'm not disheartened cuz many told me I look healthier with a tanned tone. (x

Hehe. Run For Hope yesterday, and we gotta report to East Coast Park at 5am for it. Overall, I feel that the event was quite a success, and I am really lucky to have marshals that are co-operative! If it weren't for the cooperative marshals that I had, I think I'll just die managing the whole group of 20 pax all by myself. Had lunch with the IG-ians at Pastamania after the event at Parkway! One kindsoul family actually brought 12 of us to parkway from East Coast Park! HAHAHA, it was a new experience to sit on a lorry with all the IG-ians! That afternoon I was so happy to the extend that I literally went crazy, esp in front of the maincomms! Oh my god. :x Was really tired after the lunch and everything, so Ivan and I decided to cab home, and we dropped Kelly at Kallang halfway through to meet her boypriend. The waiting-for-cab-time we had was damn funny la! I was laughing all the way through! Omg. But guess that, I wasn't tired anymore when I got home, and even went to see the Orchid exhibition with mom and dad at Marina Bay Sands! I was really stupid to wear slippers to MBS cuz I really looked stupid! But overall, good day yesterday! (Y)

2011-11-18T22:34:00.001+08:00

Rightttttttttt. Things are piling up higher and higher and I've yet to clear 3/4 of it.
Dammit, why is time passing so fast?! Or am I the one slowing down?

This week was pretty fun but as usual, it was a SUPER BUSY week. But at least I've managed to squeeze out a day to go shopping with MM and Ivan. This Sunday is gonna be Run For Hope, and I'm kinda excited for it. (: But at the same time I'm a lil scared cuz every event that I'm excited with will end up in a mess. ): I hope this time I ain't gonna mess things up cuz I'm gonna be in charge of 21 people. I just hated myself having this "confused look" each time I am busy. ): It reminds me of how my marshals told me to calm down and said I looked very confused during the Run For Hope briefing when I was walking up and down to give them their tshirts and mark their attendance. Argh. ):

But its okay, cuz I'm used to it. HAHAHA. What I realised this week was whenever I'm with my dearest subbies, I'm always feeling like a happygirl94! HAHAHAHAHA, especially when I'm being a member in the whatsapp group, getting engaged with their conversations! (Y)

2011-11-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

Awww, how I wish Whisky could live with us. :/

Alright. This week is crazy for me, I swear. I've never expected myself to get so busy to the extend that I stepped home looking like a zombie every single night.

Projects, Commskills Submission, Unlimited flow of online quizes and individual submissions. On week one I was still complaining that having 3-4 hour break everyday in school is a waste of my time, but now I feel that it is not enouch cuz every single day during break I realise I was having project meetings and discussions. Not only that, I've reached home at 10pm for three consecutive days due to HaTaMa. I didnt quite realise it until one of the year 2 who helped us out as a first aider today during HaTaMa told me that sem 1.2 & 2.2 is the busiest semesters we have to go through.

Tuesday was IG meeting on HaTaMa and we've got a harsh lecture on our performance for this sports event from our ex-maincom, Pearlyn. Somehow or rather I've woken up and I do realise we're still lacking in many things. And all we had left is 3 more days to the actual event. So we stayed back for almost everyday for meetings and discussions, wanting to prove them wrong and wanting to prove to them that we can actually do it.

HaTaMa today. Okay I didn't quite know what to express my feelings towards this event but I've got to say that we are very unlucky. It rained heavily at the mist of the sports event. Everything was in chaos. Initially we took a gamble that it will not rain today, so we did not really focus on our wet weather program. But we were wrong. :/ We kind of waited for the rain to stop, while entertaining the participants and bringing thm refreshments. The rain stopped, so we moved back to the outdoor courts to continue, but it was not more than 15 minutes where it starts to drizzle, thunder and eventually rain again. -.- We've got no choice but to cancel the entire event.

De-brief was scary, but at least we learnt. Anyway, well done to the I/Cs for HaTaMa! :D They are the ones who put in the most efforts for the event, sleeping late at night just to rush out the proposal etc.

2011-11-07T00:38:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a great day! Dad bought a DSLR on Friday (supposingly it was a family camera) and I was totally obsessed, the next day I took it out for a day of spamxzc.

Breakfast at Forty Hands! Really (Y) at my bro for finding this place cuz it's kinda hidden somewhere deep in Tiong Bahru. :/

After brunch, met up with my dearies! Missed them so much, and finally got a chance to meet with them after their promos!

We went camwhoring and window shopping in town! Walked from 313 to Scape's flea market, then to once upon a milkshake for a mini mangonista, and then all the way to Ion! HAHA, shared some of the bits and parcel of life together and I totally missed them the moment they went home. I think I'm gonna miss Jun many when she goes overseas to study. ):

Great memories. (': But at the look of all these photos, there's kind of a hidden heartpain, to actually see this girl, 4 going 5 years of best sister, becoming so thin.

Browsed through the past photos and saw this shot we took at Thailand 1 4/5 years ago. HAHAHA, I still miss the chubby her actually. (: Jiayou OYL! I'll always be there for you like how you're there for me ♥

2011-11-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

I must learn how to burn midnight oil and stop sleeping so much.
Can't imagine how fast projects are coming in, and more and more homework given to us after every tutorial.

Week 2's pretty fun, lessons have officially started, new subject, new topics. But I seriously hate Psychology Lecture. It's the first lecture but it just made all of us don't wanna come for the next lecture anymore. Seriously, the lecturer spent half of the time stuttering and he was not even prepared for the lecture luh. ): Worst, he overrun the entire lecture and by the time it was 7.05pm, everyone start packing up, not waiting for him to finish. ._. Nice one man.

2011-10-30T22:24:00.001+08:00

First week of school was not-so-awesome.

I don't know. :/ New classmates for CDS and I'm so totally not used to it. Everyone was.... quiet, and weird. ): Be it their style and the way they are, I am so not used to it. :/ But other than that, the rest was NAISE. Went for gym with the usual pals on Friday after publicizing for HaTaMa in school! Before that, Jed came to school to change his CDs and met Ivan and I, then went over to his house to get his gymming stuff. Throughout the journey the both of them kept disturbing me, either calling me a bimbo or a aunty. :/ But gym was pretty awesome! Ran on the treadmill for 20 minutes without stopping and it was really the first time of my life! HAHA. The guys (except Ivan) went swimming while we girls went macs to chill after gymming. HAHA, I feel lighter now. ^_^ A sense of achievement!

So what's Saturday?

Managed to get some of the subcoms + Clarence Kok out for dinner! Ivan, Shaun, Elaina, Qianying, Kok and I. A last minute movie at Lido Shaw, then Marmalade Pantry for dinner! Time spent with them was always filled with laughter luh. HAHA! I don't know why but IT WAS JUST SO FUNNY that we laughed and laughed and laughed. Had a silly and embarrassing accident at the toilet that made Elaina and Qianying went ROFL-ing all the way, and they even tweeted my embarrassing moment! But that night was (Y)

2011-10-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Joke of the day.

Okay I feel stupid. Why am I always expecting the unexpected?!?!?!??!!

Sigh. Okay I feel dumb.

I actually have got a lot to post about school. Maybe some other day.

2011-10-24T22:55:00.001+08:00

School's fine. School's great.

Just that I'm really drained out at the end of the day. And it is only the first day.

Anyway I thought I wouldn't have any friends in my CDS class until Candy and Ivan changed their CDS into psychology, and yay, same tutorial group as me! :D But I'm still a lonely girl in Jap tutorial. :/ Hahaha, first day of school and we celebrated Chao Wang's birthday, as well as attended new lectures and tutorials. Comm skills 2 was more interesting than commskills 1, especially when our new tutor is a funny one. Hehe. And surprisingly, she was an ex-newscaster! Wao wao wowwwwwww. She really know how to engage the class well man! (: After that was psychology lecure, and it was really boring, to an extend that my eyelids felt exceptionally heavy during the lecture. )x I hope I can really cope in psychology. :/

And should I join OGL for FO and SL for next year's orientation?

2011-10-22T12:21:00.002+08:00

Got into Japanese and Psychology!!!!!!!!!

Many of my friends reaction of me getting psychology was "HAHAHAHA YOU DIE, psychology is damn hard!"

But psychology is my interest, so maybe I would love it? Hehe, and I was actually in a dilemma if I should change to sociology, but I think I'll just stick to psychology. Hahaha, it is better than I regret not taking psychology now and chose it in year 2 together with those more stressful subjects right? Pray to god that I wouldn't regret taking psychology. YAY I know god loves me. ^_^

And I am a happy girl cuz I feel closer to my fellow IG subbies day by day!

2011-10-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

HTMIG CRUISE

Dinner at Carls Jr with subbies, FAT and Kok!

Our roomxz! Though it is freaking small, it is really cozy, esp with all these dearies. (: (plusNerin the photographer) Night spent with them was really great man! We had heart to heart talks, funny jokes and Nerin even attacked me, attempting to pounce on me and such on the bed luh. And I was screaming for help all the way! Scary to sleep beside her man! HAHAHA!

Our private function room, felt so honoured. Hehe.

On our way to Westin Hotel, KL on Day 2! Slept through the journey cuz of the 3 pathetic hours of sleep the night before.

Then back to the cruise in the evening, and had an "elegant night" at Bella Vista, fine dining restaurant!

After dinner, we had a choco madness party at the swimming pool area. HAHA, it was totally madness. Lots of chocolatey food and mass dance! Everyone was super high on board, even those old aunty la, hahahaha! Then we went for this game show, and was kinda regretting cuz the game show was... sick. Basically it was for M18 luh, but we went in cuz even the kids went in. Halfway buay tahan, all of us were so disgusted and we went out halfway through the game.

Then went up to the roof deck to celebrate Ze Jun's birthday! The wind was sooooo strong, and our dresses were flying luh! Had a tough time up deck cuz of our dresses, but it was damn funny! Ze Jun have to feed everyone with birthday cake and give everyone a piece of cream on their faces and I was trying to run away! In the end, I was still pulled. AND WE STARTED A CREAM FIGHT. HAHAHAH, MY FACE WAS SO OILY AND CREAMY AFTER THAT.

At that night, three issues happened between us subbies. Well, not too much information but it ended off with a trash talk with the main comms at Pacific Coffee Club when we alighted the cruise in Singapore the next day. It was until this particular issue that FAT wanted me to speak up. It was really tough to speak up cuz I was really afraid of what would be the outcome. Brenda saw the worried me, and she tried to assure me that everything's ok. In the end, I spoke up, almost everything on what I have been keeping in my heart for so long.

Then FAT had suggested all of us to post our names on the HTMIG wall and the rest will comment something about us. So touchy for everyone who wrote about me. (: Somehow or rather, I felt closer to IG now. HEHE. Especially towards my subbies!

-END-

Yesterday, we had a subcoms video filming in school, and I was really overjoyed cuz it was FULL ATTANDANCE! Like at last yea. Started the video filming and it was freaking funny I swear! HAHAHA, I hope our publicity will succeed because of the video. (: Went orchard after that with the subbies, had cold stone, pastamania and shopping!

Today. Went to help out in laminating of the showcards for Run for Hope at Four Seasons hotel. Morning shift with Ivan, Qianying, Elaina, Shaun and Bong. Hahaha, it was a fun session, we played games while doing our work, and then slept when we're waiting for the laminating to be done. Hehe, so much fun! (: Had lunch with them, and then went to meet Marcus and MinMing. Polaroid spamming today man! OMG.

And yeap, this is how I spent my holiday. With work, with IG and with classmates. Holidays are ending real soon. Like in 5 days time? HAHAHA. Many things happened during this holiday, well I guess I've learnt many things from it. So... looking forward to next sem! (:

2011-10-15T21:27:00.005+08:00

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IG cruise is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Shall update more about cruise after waiting for friends to upload photos on fb. (:

2011-10-12T10:48:00.002+08:00

Packed my bag.

And then I saw this 100ml liquid requirement written on the travel booklet. But don't care, I'm just gonna bring anyway.

But still worried for the 100ml Liquid Requirement cuz I've got like shampoo, shower foam, contact lens solution, sunblock to bring!!!! What if I cock up the whole custom tonight? (oops)

Yeap, gonna go for a 3 day 2 night Super Star Virgo cruise with my fellow IG-ians tonight! (: There'll be meeting of various operation managers on board the cruise and gonna go onshore to one of the hotel for a tour and then shopping at KL tomorrow as well! Oh yes! I'm like so egg-cited whenever I think of how crazy we will be when in the cruise. Heheheehehehe. Anyway, there'll also be a formal dinner tomorrow night in the cruise so many of us were like mass texting each other on what to wear for it. Gonna go Far East later with Ivan, MinMing and Marcus, then gonna rush back home to take my bagpack and off for dinner with the subcomms before we meet the maincomms + Mr Pras & Ms Chin! Toodles!

2011-10-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

After today's IG meeting, I'm kind of eggcited for the cruise on Wednesday alr! :D Had a short presentation with Jerome today regarding the safety and health issues that everyone must take note when we're in the cruise, and the whole presentation was totally..... just HAHAHAHAHA. lol! Everyone was laughing cuz we presented on things like "please wash your hands before eating" and I was laughing so badly that I even said the wrong thing during presentation! :x I was like "Please do not keep 1m distance away from the railing" Ohmygawdddddddddd. Freaking embarrassing I swear. :x

It was OYL's last day of Promos, so met up with my dearies today too! :D Had a baking session at FL's house! HAHAHAHA basically we had sort of forgotten a lot about baking cookies so we just kept forgetting to add this, add that. But the outcome was great! :D And we baked a lot.

(:

Yeap. It just felt so good meeting them, as though meeting them is like the medicine for me to stay strong. Through all these while when there're just too many things in my heart that made me feel suffocated, I just can't put myself to open up to the others except for my dearies.

I've put a strong front in front of the others, but who exactly understood how I am actually feeling right now?

2011-10-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling happier during work nowadays, maybe because I'm getting closer and closer to all those people working there! Hahaha, I've even learnt how to make a flat white from the bar! Yessahhhh! Heehee. But for one thing I am really bothered about was being allocated as a runner for almost all the time. Well I wasn't really good at balancing a tray full of drinks, nor am I good at carrying those heavy plates, and that is why I was really bothered about it. Frankly speaking, I could sense that Miel allocated me as a runner for a reason, which I don't know what was it. Hmm, maybe I should sort things out with her at my last day of work. :/

In every person's life, when one meets a point where life starts to trip and fall, isn't it best to learn how to stand up and move on instead of standing at the same position just to ponder why they had a fall? A friend just asked me if I do regret the decisions I've made when I had a fall. It took me a minute to ponder, and I smiled while replying. Afterall, I've grown up due to the fall, so why should I regret?

2011-10-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Kartini left!!! OMG, I guess all the part timers are overjoyed because the "big mama" is finally gonna be transferred to other outlets. Haha, well for the time being, I know I will not get screamed at as long as I don't make any mistakes in front of the new manager. (: Qianying came today! Hahaha. KN and Fengling came today too! :D Went crumpler after work cuz Fengling wanna buy a bag there and we were on a "special mission". Went swensens for dinner and our conversations and laughters were so loud that I can see people staring at us from afar. LOL! Clarence and Qianying were at swensens eating too, and Clarence kept pointing middle finger at me. ._. Anyway our dinner was a happy one, until dessert time where our mood sank.

My day today was actually fine, until someone ruined it badly.

Words are free, you do not have to pay for what you've said. You claimed that you were offended by what she said, which is why you don't wanna meet us cuz you don't wanna see her. But your text message today was 100 times more hurting that hers, 100 times more offensive. So you mean we should just treat you as a stranger now? Anyway we have already tried our best to salvage this clique, to the extend that we've agreed to just move on without you.

2011-10-03T01:24:00.005+08:00

Hohohohoho, what a silly but funny brother I had! This was halfway during our discussion on which chalet to book for our FRYKK 2nd year anniversary just 10 minutes ago. It's alr 1am in the morning yet we haven't made the final decision and then we got too annoyed and started spouting nonsense........

Hahahahaha! At least I know after a tired day, a troubled day or a sad day, my mood will literally brighten up the moment this brother of mine start his nonsensical conversation with me.

2011-10-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

For one reason why I like blogging is because I like the feeling of reading back those long ago posts and laughing at how silly but how cute your life was when you were younger, and the way you express things and emotions around you. Hehehehheehehee.

2011-10-01T17:59:00.003+08:00

Went for IG meeting, then IG camp yesterday. IG camp yesterday was really fun, esp the mass dance! HAHA, my partner and I was really blur at the dance steps that we just anyhow jump along with the beat. Funny ttm! Amazing race was pretty cool but disappointed. My empire was the first one to complete every station, but yet we were the last among all the empire in terms of points. Ohwell. Didn't sleep for the whole night, was having a long talk with Nerin & Qianying all the way till 5plus in the morning, then had a 15 minutes slumber.

This week have been a pretty funny week with many funny emotions happening around me. In this week, I've sort of learnt a lot of things, and I don't know how I should go about handling it. I'm feeling the frights now, and the feel was really bad.

2011-09-28T21:38:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows how I feel even if they put themselves in my shoe.

But it's alright. 明天会更好!

2011-09-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Last Sat was suppose to be spooktacular training at Sentosa, but nobody was able to make it except for Nerin and I. It was quite boring though, if only the two of us went. In the end, we had a "shopping marathon" instead. Lols. Ivan came to join us in our shopping trip. Shopped from Far East > H&M > Forever 21 > Bugis Street > Sakae Sushi > Clark Quay > Home. Was quite pissed off with my mom cuz I honestly told her I'm going clark quay and she mistook me for going there to drink and she actually scolded me and say I'm turning bad. ): I'm like so angry that I just scolded her. Okay I'm feeling guilty now but I feel that she shoud feel even more guilty! I actually bought quite a lot of things and I'm going broke. :/

Went out alone yesterday (yes that was lonely but kind of a nice experience). Went to hunt for a new phone cuz my phone had gone retard. Initially I was aiming for a second hand phone and my budge was $150. But guess what, I bought a first hand nokia C3 at $135 only. HAHAHAHA, I was really happy, but I was kind of regreting the colour cuz I bought the HOTPINK one. ._. Shitxzc man. Met Ivan, Jerome and Kelly at night and wanted to go Chomp chomp but so "luckily", that night chomp chomp was closed for pest control and spring cleaning. -.- Nerin wanted to come but we last minute told her to stay at home, and we went to eat roti prata at RK house instead. Then we had our dessert at Frolick and we laughed so loudly inside the shop as though the shop was our house.

Hahahahahahahahahahaha alright. This week was a slack cuz Kartini only gave me two days of work. -.- Was quite unhappy in the first place cuz how much can I earn just by working only two days? But for the second thought, I can actually stay at home and rest or go out for shopping! Went to work today and I was quite happy cuz everyone was friendly today! :D Food runner today w Jacky and as usual, the chefs were like a funny only. And I was really hungry and Ming secretly gave me a whole loaf of bread. LOL! But I only ate a slice quick and got back to work. Haha, I'm a hardworking waitress. (:

2011-09-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

Many many things I wanna do after I get my pay.
First, I needa buy a second hand phone cuz my phone is really dying, but yet I don't wanna use my dad's re-contract to buy a phone cuz I'm still waiting for Iphone 5. Then, I needa top up my wardrobe with new clothes (though my wardrobe is alr full to the extend that I have to share with my grandma) Next, I needa save some $$$ for outings with my dearies.

For the whole of this week, I'm only gonna work on Friday. Stayed at home on Wednesday and Today but I'm alr feeling rotten. Wanted to go out for a walk but I can't find anyone to go with. :/ Friends are either working or my dearies are schooling/ preparing for their promos. Okay for a moment I did felt a sense of..... loneliness. But, it's okay, cuz I know it's only temporary. (: Took leave for Saturday cuz there's spooktacular training @ sentosa but I don't feel like going now :/ Such a dilemma. Should I go? Or should I just work?

2011-09-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

Alright, IG chalet on Monday was really fun (:
Met Nerin, Bong, Elaina & Clarence @ Tampines, then travel to Pasir Ris to meet the rest. Went fair price to by ingredients cuz subcomms are cooking dinner for maincomms during day 1! Met Carrie, then shuttle bus to Aloha Loyang. Heehee, I must say that this chalet is 100 times better than goldkist chalet, like seriously. There's no cockroaches, everything is clean, there're a total of 2 double decker & 2 single deck beds and there's even a big kitchen with cooking utensils etc. OMG, next time I shall book aloha chalet for a Broadrick Dearies Outing! :D That night, Kelly, Nerin, Ivan, Jerome and I literally went crazy. LOL. It was just because of a cup of lime juice + barcardi, I laughed non stop again. Went outside to walk with the 4 of them, and had a heart to heart talk by the pool. Macdonalds by Frederick and Bong during supper time @ 2am. Kelly, Nerin and I cramped together on one of the bed and slept from like 4am till 7 in the morning.

Heehee, on Day 2 I was alr zombiefied. The rain had ruined all out activities, so we ended up playing "Kings" in one of the room and this is the first time I realise TP students are damn open luh. Okay this game is basically drawing of cards. The one with the King Spade card can call out 2 random card numbers and make them do a forfeit. HAHAHAHA, some of the best forfeit were 1) Ivan and Jerome's forfeit. Ivan have to like suck out the lime juice poured in Jerome's belly button. Its like a disgusting only! 2) Jerome and Brenda's forfeit, where both have to kiss the opposite's cheeks, chin, nose and forehead. So embarassing for Jerome cuz Brenda is like our maincomm! 3) Clarence & Peiling's forfeit, where Clarence have to do a situp position on top of Peiling and using mouth to pass Peiling a piece of cheese. HAHAHAHAHA, had really fun laughing at them, cuz luckily my forfeit was just a mild one! Initial plan was to stayover for 2 nights, but I ended up going home after the Kings game cuz I was really zombiefied with only 3 hours of sleep. HAA, nice IG chalet!

2011-09-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

Okay great. Got back results on Friday.
Was working on Friday from 11am to 5pm, so I asked Ivan to help me check my results. GPA 3.25, I should be happy that I didn't get lower than 3, but somehow or rather it is neither something to be happy of, nor something to be sad of. I actually expected a 3.5 :/ Sms-ed my bro and sis. Bro said it was okay, but sis was like OHNO. ._. It was all because of my POM. ): Because of my POM, I got a C+ in my results. Urgh bloody hell. Have to buck up for next semester.

2011-09-13T18:57:00.004+08:00

Oh yes, second day of work today. (:
Overall was fine, just that I really hated one of the senior employee there cuz she was so arrogant and looked down on new comers like me. Zzz. The water jugs and plates were damn heavy that my muscle ache so much though it's only the second day of work. :/ I wonder how I'm gonna survive in SSM module next year. Today was quite fun, cuz I was the food runner! Have to stay in the kitchen and wait for the chefs to cook, and then help them dry the utensils and bring it out. The chefs were funny, they're quite young and their malaysia accent is sooooo strong that I don't really understand what they're talking and they kept laughing at me cuz I replied unnecessarily. ._. My partner (die, i forgot his name) was a joker too man. But I guess he's quite unlucky to partner with me cuz I really really cannot memorise the table number and have to always ask him for help. LOL! But still, glad that I'm able to hide in the kitchen rather than going out and get scolding by arrogant staffs! :D

2011-09-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

One week's gone alr, for my holidays.
Manager hadn't called me yet, but I alr know I'm allocated to Ion. CCNP had a new event at parkway, and I'm in a dilemma now. Should I work for CCNP first? But I dont think so. Hehe. I wanna try new things like F&B!

Oh, and yesterday was Movie Under The Stars 2011. Got out of house at like 3.45pm just to travel to Ivan's house to help him carry those 6 boxes of "colourful gems". LOL Childhood biscuits. (: Cabbed down to TP, and started carrying those logistics stuff to the amplitheatre. We had to carry 376 bottles of coke, 11 tables, 7 chairs and other logistics from the business block all the way to the amplitheatre and there's only one small trolley so we ended up spending a one whole hour moving those things. Movie was Inception, and I was really blur about the show but thanks to Clarence Kok and Claudia explaining to me. HAHA! Had like free flow of coke and got damn bloated after the show. :/ The entire event ended at 10, packed up and went home at 11pm. Hehe. Okay I admit that although the number of HTM-ers attended yesterday's event was really out of my expectation, but still it's a completely new experience watching a movie outdoors, eating childhood biscuits instead of popcorns and free flow of coke. Wahahaha! Good job IG-ians! (:

2011-09-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

WTF. I WOKE UP 1 HR 15 MINUTES LATE FOR MY PAPER THIS MORNING.

x.x Panicked like hellllll. Minming and Ivan kept calling me but I didn't woke up, until Minming came up to my house to find me. OMGGGGGG. I PANIC OKAY! I EVEN SCREAMED AT MY DAD because he was suppose to fetch me there but he was eating bread instead of changing when I was out of the bathroom. ._. OMG feeling damn guilty now. :/

Anyway, F&B was screwed, totally screwed. I'm afraid of supp paper but I ain't gonna care about it anymore. Cuz it's holidays! :D OMG I've got like a tight schedule during the holidays that I have to think twice of finding a job. I'm packed for IG stuff like run for hope event, movie under the star event, IG camp, IG chalet, IG cruise and Sentosa Spooktecular event helpout. Hahahaha, but I'm kinda looking forward to the chalet and cruise. (x Hehe. And besides my tight schedule for all these stuff, I'm also gonna have a "one day museum trip" with Minming, Ivan and maybe Kelly, plus class chalet and a one day shopping trip! Oh man, I've got like a list of items I wanna buy alr. And I've got to cut my freaking long hair away cus the ends are splitting apart. So yea.. HOLIDAYS! (:

2011-09-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

Okay, it's 12.33am and I'm still feeling as energetic.

Exams are quite alright, quite manageable, just that I don't have much faith in scoring As. Sigh. POM was totally screwed, the only subject I am afraid that I will get a C. ): Tomorrow will be F&B, last of the last paper for 1.1 and I'm alr totally in a holiday mood. Didn't study much for it. Didn't know what to study for it. Can't memorise my wines, can't memorise my grape names. ): I'm feeling worried for tomorrow's paper. But I'm having this i-don't-really-care-about-F&B mood. Argh! I prayed to god, hopefully tomorrow's paper is a manageable one!

2011-08-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

Mmmm, blogging time!

Study week was actually okay, but holding on to books and study study study is just not my type. When I'm at home, you see me 3/4 of the time watching tv while only 1/4 of the time studying. Sigh, and whenever I'm studying, I keep craving for food. I've been eating a lot this few days, and I guarantee I will gain another kg after exams. ): Tomorrow is gonna be the start of exams, and I feel so demoralised! ): I can't memorise well for social studies last year, let alone the whole entire book this year for POM. Stupid man. ): My friends are able to recite whatever that I test them, while I can't. I keep forgetting, although I keep wanting to memorise. ): I'm feeling so dead. I hope tomorrow's paper won't be a killer one. ):

2011-08-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'm so furious!

Its like other than the 2 As, I GOT ALL B+, which means it is at most only 5 marks away from A! Argh! I'm being very bothered about my total coursework grades that I don't know which subject I should start studying. Sigh. Now i'm left with comm skills results. I seriously hope I can get a B+. I can't afford a B only!

Anyway, I saw Ms Lee today at Parkway! I'm like super overjoyed can! Hehehe. She told me that she's unable to go back Broadrick cuz of the tight security. Like seriously, how can they treat a school like that, its like a prison can. ): Sigh. But I'm still feeling very unfair that my paper falls on teachers day, and I'm unable to go back to visit my lovable teachers. Sigh. Fate.

2011-08-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, finally squeezed out some time to blog. (:

Student Forum is finally over! Yay! Good job IG-ians! :D Love you guys to the maxxxxxxx!

Now that the design of IG shirt and student forum is finally over, I am not in charge of anything anymore. Yea, a break for me, just nice exams are drawing nearer. (: Coursework results are revealed, and I'm currently scoring 2As for my subject. Quite happy though, but I know I can't be too complacent, or else I will still flunk. Procastinating, thats what I am doing now, and I seriously need to stop. Urgh! Plus I am sick of moving my things out of the room every night when it comes to 10pm, set up the tables and then carry on with my work. Then when I wanna turn into bed, I have to move the things back into the room and unfold the table, keep the table nicely. My daily routine, but I am just too lazy to continue. Argh! I am not trying to say that my ahma is annoying me out, but I am trying to hint to my sister that I WANT HER ROOM AFTER SHE MOVE OUT! Yea, my bro's trying to snatch the room with me so I needa work harder to compete with him. (: By the way, bro's in Taiwan for NS, and I wish he could come back now, so I could get my new DSLR! YAY! (Provided if my mom doesnt stop my dad from buying it for me) Or else I will be really angry and disappointed, cuz most of the time my mom is the one who spoils everything. ):

Okay my hair is still wet, so I think I'll just study a bit eh.

Wish me luck!

2011-08-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

Blogged. Life's been good! (:

Exams are coming nearer, and nearer.. This time I'm still so worried, that my results will be a disappointing one although I am studying hard. Competition is very strong in HTM, I realise. Without an A, it is like you've got an F in Secondary School. Yet I am still procastinating. Yes, it is a very bad "post-exam" habit I am having. Been watching tv everyday, each time I come home from school. The "best" thing is, I can't control myself from going "funshion" or "youtube" everytime I turn on my laptop. Oh god. Not only that, I spent my weekends outside with my dearies instead of studying. Went out to celebrate FL and Rozanne's birthday today, and I am seriously very broked now! My dearies' birthdays were all clustered in the same month, and yet I've spent all my money the month before. Now I've got like no money for their presents, and I needa save. ): Gonna stop buying lunch in school until I save enough money for my dearies' presents! C'mon, I know I can make it!

And tomorrow's gonna be the first event that I have planned for HTMIG! I'm quite excited yet worried though, cuz it is the first event that subcoms have planned. Hopefully there's gonna be no sudden stuns.

2011-08-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

Alright. I guess I've been having some Monday Blues lately. Each time when it comes to Monday, I will dread school. Kind of. Perhaps it's the pressure set by the projects, and I kinda hope it will go off soon cuz it's really dreadfullllllllllllllllllllllllll.

Lately, I kept pondering about things that are beyond school though there're so many school stuff for me to complete think of. Personal life is getting more and more complicated. Sighhhhhhhhhh. But of course, the word "emo" doesn't work on me. Be positive girl! Main exams are near, and I needa stop thinking and start STUDYING.

Tomorrow will be a better day!

2011-07-29T19:38:00.003+08:00

Finally, we've submitted F&B. Finally, all the conflicts, unhappiness and guilt shall come to an end. Well, we're still friends. Don't ever let a stupid project affect everyone's mood, alright? Hahaha. Stayed back in school to chiong the finalised F&B just now. Submission time was 5pm, and we only left our tables to go and print at 4.30. Worst still, all the printing shop like xorex, basement library were all full of people queuing all the way out. Our ez-link cards didnt have so much money to print it in the library computers. Problem striked. We were like SHIT! Ran to Applied Science school's printing shop, finished printing at like 5.10? We spent $30+ on a report, can you imagine. ._. The thickness of our report can alr be compared to our lecture notes. Lols. After that, Ivan and I ran and ran and ran all the way from Applied Science to TCA just to hand in. Along the way, we saw so many sweating group of people, all just ran to submit the report as well. LOL! Sigh, be it we're late or not, we're gonna minus marks or not, it's alr over people. (: Woohoooo! After MacEcons submission on Tuesday, I am officially free from projects! Well, for this semester only but, I'm alr very satisfied. (x

I was listening to my shuffled itunes songs, and I heard a sentimental song...........

2011-07-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna grow up anymore~

POM submission today was speechless. We were late for submission by..... 50 mins? 15 marks were deducted, but thank god there's still grades. No one is to be blamed, so no one must feel guilty. (: Had dinner with MinMing & Candy today after school at Tampines Mall. We talked about a lot of things, practically it's a heart to heart talk, spilling everything out at those -you know what- topics. Aw man, reminisce those sweet memories again............................

Okay now I'm left with two projects and two presentations. Yes we can do it!

2011-07-23T11:22:00.003+08:00

Project deadlines are every Friday, 5pm.

Things are getting more and more rush, and we're getting more and more stressed.

Bloody hell, I really hate people who didn't listen to instructions. I just told her that she's wrong only and she gave me the bloody hell not happy reply. Wtf. Stop testing my patience when it comes to work, even though you're my friend. My tolerance is alr at the max. Spending almost every night with projects and getting pissed off with people who doesnt send me the stuffs on time and not listening to instructions. I really hate it man! Stop giving me work that is not incomplete, stop being so blur and STOP BEING SO HECK CARE. BLOODY HELL THESE PROJECTS TAKES UP A BIG PERCENTAGE OF GPA! What kind of poly life is this! It is not anywhere better than life in JC! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

2011-07-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

OKAY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY, but i think i should update my blog.

What did I do from last Thursday till today~

Submitted Commskills report yesterday, and I really have no confident about getting good grades. :x Didn't meet 2 criteria for this report and I'm really worried now AHHHHHH!!!! T_T God bless me~ But whatever! It's over alr, 2 projects down, 4 more to go!! & I went to the optician today to make new (and nicer) specs so I can wear my specs to school occasionally (my eyes are spoiling due to long hours of contacts). Checked my eyes and.... MY DEGREE INCREASED BY 200!!!! So now I'm a freaking 3/4 blind mice. 850 now... sooner or later i'm sure my eyesight will increase to 1000. T_T

Other than that, stayed at home to study today. Revised a lil bit of IHT, a lil bit of F&B and a lil bit of MacEcons. I haven't done with my F&B wine justification & Menu, RHT Limitations and Regression for the report and now I'm told to do up POM Article 1 Summary. Oh great. Tomorrow morning I'm gonna concentrate solely on project so... TADA!

2011-07-13T17:13:00.003+08:00

Okay this week is indeed a much better week for me! Time now: 5.13pm and I'm alr at home! :D Finally handed up IHT Project last Monday, and I felt that my burden has been lighter by a lot. (x And today was IHT Fieldtrip presentation. I was freaking nervous I tell you!! But I get pretty good comments from Mr Chew so.... yay! xD Ah, and Friday is comm skills report submission, next week RHT submission and the week after next is POM and F&B submission. Project dates are coming too near, and then it'll be main exams, and time flies, next semester alr. Okay enough of babbling nonsense.

I feel that I'm not myself anymore. My characteristics, attitudes have changed. I miss the days where we're still as strong, where nobody could tear us apart. But what about now? Sigh. DON'T LET YOURSELF BE THE REASON WHY WE'RE GONNA BREAK APART. OR ELSE I WILL HATE YOU.

2011-07-10T18:02:00.002+08:00

Now I start to ponder whether it is a right choice to come to this poly..

Be it studies all the way till personal conflicts, I really had enough. If I were to choose again knowing that you're here, I would definitely not choose to come here. Idk why I'm fated to be here, in this place where I became in the middle of nowhere. I'm really sick and tired alr. My dearies are sick and tired of studies, but i'm sick and tired of other irrelevant things instead. They told me not to care, and I'm not gonna care about your fking attitude anymore.

2011-07-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

Alright. Tomorrow shall be the last day I'm gonna reach home at 9+ 10pm. It shall marks the end of my busy week, and I hope next week will be at least slightly better. I'm so excited!!!! Gonna meet my dear Junjun and Ling on Sunday for study session! :D :D Hee. At last I get to see Jun, and at least I finally get to study. So many tasks to complete by Sunday. Got to improve on Econs analysis, Prepare speech for IHT presentation, F&B terroir justification and start on wine selection. OH man, there's so many things to complete within this weekend, and on Saturday we're gonna meet for IHT at Novena at 9am somemore. ARGH! Never ending work, never ending meetups, never ending brainstorming.

But I feel good, after every assignment I handed up. (x Today we were almost done with our Sports Event Proposal, and although we're damn freaking tired (esp the i/cs) Yay!!

2011-07-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

Okay I shall blog before I wait for my hair to dry.

I'm so lazy to do homework now, at this timing. I've been reaching home late at 9+ 10pm everyday ever since holiday ended. Even I think my dad is annoyed having to fetch me home at night almost everyday, so I decided to tell him to stop fetching me and I'll go home myself. Yesterday I was home late cuz I've got IG Cocktail party. Today I'm home late cuz I've got sub-comm meeting. Tomorrow I'm gonna go home late again cuz of BSC AGM (we promised to go support our main comms), and then on Thursday I've got another sub-comm meeting.

My weekends were supposingly for outings and study sessions with my dearies, but now I'm spending it with project meetups. I've been rushing my assignments and projects like crazy cuz all my evenings are pre-occupied with something else. ARGH!!! Like seriously, I really need to train myself and stop the habit of sleeping at least 10 hours a day. Now that I'm having only 6 hours of sleep, I feel so tired and I can't concentrate in lessons. ); My eye bags are getting more and more obvious. My eyes are small enough, but now it's getting even smaller. Oh man.

HAHAHAHA but on a happier note, I'm feeling much happier now than before, I don't know why. (: I'm feeling damn sleepy during lessons, but I'm feeling damn high in between breaks. Hee. (x

2011-07-03T00:02:00.011+08:00

SENTOSA; 02Jul11 w my dearies!

Hahaha, you know it's been super long since I met up with Ling to have a day out like this, cuz usually we'll be studying instead of doing other things when we meet. Oh man, today is a really fun day!! (x Rozanne and I got free tickets to luge cuz we helped out in the TIC event a few weeks back. But before that I've got to help out in the PG seminar event in School, so I was damn tired cuz I woke up at 6am. x.x Rushed over to Ling's house to email some IG stuff, then rushed off to habourfront to meet Rozanne and FL. Luge was damn fun, although it's only for a short 15 minutes. :D But skyride was scary can! For a height phobia like me, I was shivering luh. My hands were like oozing out cold sweat, and my tickets were like soggy alr! ):

Then after luge, we trained down to waterfront station and brought them to explore the things outside USS. HAHA, we were like camwhore freaks luh, we kept talking a lot a lot of photos!!!! And we spent almost an hour in two shops: hersheys chocolate & candylicious.

After exploring resort world, sat at toast box to rest and have a drink. Trained back to vivo, then Ling went home. The 3 of us then think of what to have for dinner, and I told them I wanna do something that I have not tried before, not even childhood. Then... we went! :D

It's damn fun you know! (: I'm proud of my first masterpiece. Hee. FL's boyf came, then we went for dinner. Laughed a lot, until tummyache I tell you. HAHAHAHA! Reached home at like 10 plus. (: Totally drained out, but satisfied day. (: I totally reminisce the past when I'm spending my days with my dearies. Those days where we were still able to go out and play almost every Saturday........ Hmm, but now I'm again pondering when will it be the next time we can go out and play like today. I hope this date comes soon! :P

No words could describe h0w much I enjoyed every moments with you guys. ♥

Feeling damn sleepy now. Project meetup tomorrow.... again. ):

2011-06-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

I think god heard my words, today I've got a better day. (:

Things that ain't going smoothly yesterday suddenly changed and turned out more smoothly than before. Yay much! Although somehow or rather I'm still feeling unfair about everything but.. god made it happened for a reason right? I believe it is for us to learn how to be stronger than before, although I still hated the fact that somehow or rather, it happened and she's still suffering and i'm still feeling much useless about helping her. And for the other situation that I'm going through right now, maybe god wants me to know who're my true friends. So.. I've alr found out and I've alr know the answer. Yay! I love god! (:

On the other hand, I've got a lot of projects and assignments to be handed up, but I'm still procrastinating. Argh, I wasn't like that in Secondary School, doing last minute work, but I don't know why I'm doing it now. ): Oh man oh man, I'm done with Macecons and InHT, but I gotta edit and make the final changes. For group projects, we haven't even started on MacEcons Country Analysis!!! Worst was commskills report draft to be handed up on friday but we haven't even collected 50 surveys!! Argh!! What is this man!!

2011-06-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

Now I've got to say that LIFE SUCKS TTM can! x.x
Things haven't been going smoothly since the day when school reopen.

ARGH!!!! Tell me why!!! x.x

This is the first time I'm feeling extreme in Poly. Screw many many. T_T

Too many things happened. Too many things to ponder.. sigh.

2011-06-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

There're many things in life that happened without a reason.

Although nobody expects it to happen, it just happened.

Sigh.. maybe blogging is a thing where I can vent out at. School's good, i swear. But I'll always reminisce the days in Broadrick with my dearies. They're just too good. Now when things happened, I don't seemed to know how to control it anymore. People took me for granted, but all I did was to just swallow it down. I tried giving opinions, but everything was rejected. My brother told me that Life's a bitch when it comes to poly, and I must know how to survive with it. I know, I've experienced it. It's nothing the same as before anymore. But just... whether I know how to avoid all this situations? Maybe i'm getting a lil bit too sensitive. I should slow down my pace, now that poly is a start of a new chapter, and accept the environment i'm in right now.

And now i'm right here grumbling in my blog, there's another person out there with a worser situation than me. I feel so useless. Everything changed. I feel that I no longer know how to comfort people like how I did in the past. I just feel heartbreaking seeing her suffer each time. Each time I see her, she simply just looked so frail. I don't know what I could do, seriously. Maybe because all along, I gave the wrong choice to her, she followed it, and landed herself in this state? I really don't know. Now what I could do other than school, IG, is to acc her. Oh man, I should just stop grumbling, and start cheering up. (:

明天会更好!!

2011-06-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

I should really control my temper, control my mood, and I should not be so sensitive.

But just..... I REALLY HATE IT YOU KNOW! T.T

Sometimes, I really hope god could tell me the reason why am I fated with it.

Sometimes, I really wish karma exist, and you'll have your retribution.

Lucky I have my sister and mom to turn to. They're my backbone, seriously.

2011-06-20T20:54:00.005+08:00

I no longer know how to express my feelings in words.

Blogging ain't helping me now.

But whom can I refer to? :c

Somehow I wish school starts now. This June Holiday ain't an enjoyable one.

明天会更好!!

2011-06-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

Sigh, for the first time in poly, I wish you were here.

2011-06-18T12:30:00.007+08:00

4A6 class night picnic yesterday @ Marina Barrage (x Pauline missed all the fun man, with her diahhorea disallowing her to come for this night picnic. HAHAHA, we ate, lepak, played games, camwhore and many more. Played Mafia with them, and this game is seriously memorable, when everyone is studying for O levels in class, the whole group of us were playing mafia. LOL!!! Although this time, only 1/3 of the class turned up, but it is really enough to let me missed my life in Broadrick. )x The feeling is really different from Poly. At least back in Broadrick, I'm being myself.

Ohwell, I'm watching High School Musical again! :D But I haven't finished my assignments yet!!! So annoying. ):

2011-06-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

Outside HTMIG, those main comms are actually super nice and friendly! (:

I think I'm beginning to like HTMIG. :D

Anyway, studied in the library today with OYL, studied at 9th floor, but I prefer 11th floor instead. ): Studied POM, but I guess I'm gonna do my assignments before going for 4A6 class outing tomorrow night. (: Yay! Can't wait to see my dearest classmates. (:

2011-06-15T20:20:00.005+08:00

IG retreat, 3 Days 2 Night @ Goldkist Chalet.

Seriously, after this retreat, I kind of missed girl guides. ):

Hahaha, the 3 Days 2 Night "camp" was pretty awesome, I can say. Hahaha, during the night, we spent like almost 15 minutes killing cockroaches, and then whenever a cockroach appears, you can see everyone screaming and jumping onto something high. HAHAHA, and the sleeping part was pretty fun, it was damn cramp, as a result it was either smelling of other people's feet, or rolling up like a ball. HAHA! Some of them even recorded those people who snored luh!! Totally LOL man. HHAHHA and the session with Mr Pras was super funny! He was super good in jokes can! And his ghost stories was not scary at all. HAHA! We even had a first impression game with him, and the whole session was great. (: Had night cycling, which was totally my first time. It was damn scary can! Narrow pavements, so many obstacles, so many sharp turns etc. I banged onto obstacles for like more than 5 times, and I tell myself for next year's night cycling, I'm so gonna rent a double bike, and I'm gonna sit behind. Not gonna control the bike myself. LOL, too scary.

But in IG, everything is just like stricter than what it is in GG, multiply by 2. Through this retreat, the debriefs were harsh, critisms everywhere, every flaws from us were just threw out by the main comms. No encouragements, only critisms. It was our first time planning for games and BBQ, we planned as how we planned in the past, but it seemed to be a totally wrong way of planning. They're many feedbacks, too much to say. The debrief was more than an hour long, critisms were thrown to us when we were at our most tiring and sleepy period of time. Am I disappointed? Not really. But am I disheartened? Yea. But overall, we were aware of what we did wrong, so we'll learn and change ourselves in the future. We now know the standard we've to give for IG, so we'll do our 101% best in the future. I've thrown all the unhappiness in the chalet, and brought all the learning issues home with me. :D

明天会更好!!

2011-06-02T21:53:00.004+08:00

Rightttt! Yesterday;

No InHT tutorial, no InHT lecture and no APEL, so basically there's no school yesterday, but four of us went to help out for the Tourism Innovative Competition. Minming, Rozanne, Nikki and I. HAHAHAHA, it's really worth helping out you know, the secondary school students ARE SUPER FUNNY. Min ming and I were in charge of New Town Sec students, and at first all of them were like damn quiet and we're feeling super awkward. ): But after they've "warmed up", they start to disturb us. ._. HAHAHA, BUT THEY'RE REALLY FUN LOVING people, and they make me miss Broadrick Sec so much. ):

Ohwell, made a lot of friends at TIC, and I realise HTM seniors are really nice to talk to. :D Although we're like the only freshies there, they actually approached us and talked to us, laugh with us etc. So nice of them luh. HAHA! And Mr Chew is unexpectately funny also okay! He wasn't in his strict mood like during tutorials, but instead he sat on the floor with us, and he even told us about some horror stories in TP! HAHAHA!

2011-06-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

Endurance also has it's limits..

With the attitude you're giving, I think I'm gonna get flared up real soon, i swear.

Don't take me for granted. You're not a true friend.

2011-05-29T00:27:00.009+08:00

Ohwell, the whole of this and last week is a pretty hectic week for me with many submissions, as well as HTMIG interview. Finally, I've accomplished two important task!!!! -jumps-

Submitted Fav Food assignment yesterday also, like FINALLY, one less assignment to focus on. ^_^ YAY! I really hope my assignment goes well and I could get a pretty desirable marks for myself. Because of this assignment, my family actually stepped in to help me. :D (i mean not help me in doing my work) They took the effort to bring me to the restaurant for dinner just because of this assignment, they approached the waitress for me so that I could ask them questions and they explained to the waitress for me what I exactly want despite even when the people there are unfriendly and refused to invite the chef out for me to "interview". So nice of them. :D Heehee.

Went for HTMIG First and second interview on last wed & thur. Both interview was until 9plus 10plus at night, and I reached home at 11 plus with totally no time for revision. The interview was damn bloody super uper duper scary can! Maybe because it's the second interview of my entire life, so I wasn't that prepared yet. :/ Furthermore, I regret not eating dinner on both days man! When it was my turn, I was simply just too hungry and too tired to think, and I just anyhow answered without really thinking. )x Come to think of it, really regret ttm. Sigh, everything is over, no use thinking about it. Whether i'm getting in or not, let fate decide~ But I really really hope I get into HTMIG. Pray hard!!!

2011-05-21T23:39:00.003+08:00

HTM stumped on Saturday @ Sentosa!

Woah, really a hectic week that I forgot to update my blog. O:

Vesak day was last Tuesday, and we went Sarah's house to make Oreo Truffles for CCN day ! (: It was pretty cool though, cuz it was my first time sitting on the floor making food and making hundreds of truffles all at one go! Hee. And on CCN day itself, we sold all! (i think), and our friendship band business was a boost although it was 50 cents more expensive than outside. :D Heehee. So in the end, we made profits! Not a lot though, but it's an achievement eh?

And what's getting on my nerves was the projects. )x Another comm skills project came up, which makes me holding onto 6 projects now. Argh, 6 you know?! This is so damn crazy! And what pissed me off was the game meat assignment. I did until I want to die alr, and yet I realise the assignment's total marks was 2. ._. What annoys me most was I wasted my time doing game meat. I did like, 4 pages and got 2/2, but the others did only like 1 page and also got 2/2. ._. Shit man, I should really learn how to study smart.

2011-05-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

It affects my mood, so I rather let it go.

Cheers in Business school have been making a lot of businesses cuz of people like us who literally ashed into cheers during breaks for lectures to buy snacks to keep us awake. HAHAHA. Rozanne, Siyang and Nikki spent like, $14 on snacks and drinks ?! Oh my god, hahaha ! Yea, and the whole class will start munching away during the second half of the lectures. Stayed back after school to discuss about Part 1 of RHT project. Brought my laptop to school to configure, and my security kept enabling me to register into TP wireless. =.= Anyway, I can't wait for stumped on Saturday ! Seems adventurous :D

2011-05-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

Woah damn, the weather is pissing me off.

Third week of school alr. Lectures are getting harder and harder to catch up, i'm worried. ): And assignments are piling in, yet I don't know where I should start from. Getting more and more inactive in class nowadays, dk why. :/ So moody !

2011-05-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

The weather is damn freaking humid and hottttttttttt !

It is as though there ain't any clouds to block away the scorching sun during the day. Oh my godddd, and even when i'm blogging right now, I'm sweating. x_x

Alright, went Jun's house to study today with Ling ! Hahaha, they both did their JC work while I did my game meat assignment. Seriously after doing this assignment, you will feel so urkish man. I didn't know humans actually eat meats like CAMEL meat ?! Oh my god luh. :x But it actually makes me feel hungry. Hehehe, so went down to Tiong Bahru plaza for late lunch at macs, and then went home. Went out with family for mother's day dinner. Tried the Japanese steamboat at Iluma, and it's really thumbs up ! :D Oh but before that, went Sim Lim Sq with Brother and Dad, and bought a cheap lazer printer, specially meant for my lecture notes, so that I do not have to waste money to print in school like almost everyday. Yay ! :D And it's so much more convenient now. Heehee. Mom and dad went to watch the Lion King musical at marina bay sands, while brother, sister and I went Damsey Road's Jones the Grocer for supper. Like oh my god, my tummy's gonna burst with macdonalds, steamboat and then tiramisu. Shit, going fat soon. :X And it's like so expensive! One small dessert only cost 10 bucks. ._. Super expensive, but it's okay ! it's once in a while. Hahaha!

2011-05-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

THANK GOODNESS IT'S FRIDAY !

Finallyyyyyy, after a hectic week in school, tomorrow I can sleep as late as I want. :D

Had two makeup lessons, and so school ended at 5.30 instead of 1 today. Met up with Luqman after school ! :D Min Ming, Luqman, Ivan and I went home together today. :D It's been like ages since I've talked to Luqman luh, and he still remembered my flaws ? OMG ! He still remembers Primary One when we were partnering each other and held hands together, I was like having a super sweaty palm. ._. He also remembered my signature "eye blinking" bad habit, and how I always pus my specs up when it's falling down my nose, omgggg. Talking to him really brings back a lot a lot of memories that have alr faded from my mind. :D And also those memories which I don't wish to remember. Heee, and Ivan had a good view of how I look like in Pri Sch cuz we're like looking at those photos on FB, and he kept laughing at meeeeee, so bad. O: Decided to go dinner with the boys cuz there ain't dinner at home, Sat, ate and talked. Hehehe, somemore it's like damn fated. Luqman's my pri sch classmate, and Ivan's sec sch classmate, and Ivan is now my classmate. OMG !

2011-05-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

This week is Business Week and most of us totally didn't know about it ! O:

Almost everyone was wearing yellow today luh, I was like having question marks until I entered the lecture hall. ._.

Blurred my way though RHT today, AGAIN. x.x I don't like that lecturer luhhhhhhhhhh, can somebody ask him to stop talking to himself ! He was like going through the topic very slowly, and then he rushed everything through at the last 30 minutes. LOL man. Today's lecture hall & tutorial rooms are freezing cold, I was like having goosebumps throughout the whole POM tutorial. O: & I kinda like my POM's tutorial tutor. Hehe, she gives me the "Miss Kim" feel. Went home quite early today, started studying InHT and POM's first lecture's notes. Feel so blurred during tutorial classes, but now I think I could finally understand. Hehe.

2011-05-04T18:11:00.005+08:00

Don't be too dumb to trust.

Insomnia for the past 2 nights, really can't fall into slumber, idk why. Super annoying. :/ I know Introduction to H&T is getting harder and harder, cuz I don't understand the whole lecture at all for today. Well not only that I guess, basically everything is getting harder. Sigh. I think I'm not getting used to Poly life. No matter how great my friends are right now and how happy I was when I'm with them, I suddenly miss Broadrick, miss 4th floor, miss having recess with my dearies, and miss studying at T2 Macs with FRYKK. O:

2011-05-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Alright alright. People say you'll enjoy during the honeymoon week in Poly, and you'll totally dread it after the honeymoon week. Half true, half not true. Received like, 2 individual assignments and 2 group projects today. More assignments and projects to go I guess, but after receiving this 4 items, I start to feel that I have not enough time. ._. Plus, I don't really understand many concepts of different subjects, how to start working on my assignments ? Oh shit oh shit. I must not feel so demoralised now ! Tourism management is my dream, and I'm gonna score for it ! GOGOGO ! JIAYOU !

2011-05-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

Shit, I think I said the wrong thing today. ):

Now I feel super sinful..

Hope god doesn't gets angry and creates negative impacts on what I said. :x

2011-05-02T18:30:00.007+08:00

I MISS F.R.Y.K.K.

Awww, when can we have our next outing ? :/

2011-04-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

I wanna rely on only myself to walk over the barrier I'm facing.

But somehow or rather, I'm not Dependant enough.

I'm facing a hidden barrier that no matter how much I tried to cross over, I will just fall backwards. I won't wanna rely on anyone anymore. This time, I wanna try it alone.

First week of school passed, and I'm grateful to god that I've got such a wonderful classmates. I wonder if there would be a day where everyone starts to feel sick of meeting at Mushroom every morning, going for lunch together after lectures, but hopefully, this day will never ever come. (: Because you guys are the ones whom made me feel that nothing is impossible. ♥ ♥ ♥

And for lectures wise, I feel that MacroEcons is gonna be a fun subject although I really don't understand what the lecturer is talking about. :D On the other hand, I think I will flunk RHT, seriously. It's like, the lecturer is talking to himself throughout the 2 hours luh. ._. Is pronunciation is incorrect, which make us literally go HUH ?! And shit, he's gonna be my tutorial teacher too. ._. So... say goodbye to good marks for RHT I guess.

2011-04-29T00:32:00.003+08:00

Ok since I'm waiting for my hair to dry, I shall post ! :D

Today's HTM Orientation was totally AWESOME. However, only 10 out of 24 came for the orientation, which made us really an "outstanding" class loh. ._. But with a small group, the cooperation & teamwork was so much better. Before the orientation, the 7 of us were like in the library laughing our ass off luh. Esp at the part where we thought of how we're gonna divide the 24 food packs between us (cuz about 2/3 are skipping orientation), we really laughed till tummyache luh. And also at the part where we wanna play a prank on Marcus. HAHA ! Seriously, joke man ! Orientation started with dinner, then with some bonding games, then we're off to the different stations that were set up for us. For every station, we literally ran and ran and ran luh. I was like, oh my god i'm gonna faint. LOL. And we did really dirty stuff like exchanging socks, getting ourselves with flour, getting ourselves wet in the fountain pool, and Terence even licked his socks ! OMG, and we also got a new class cheer ! HAHAHA, damn fun I tell you ! Danced reject for our class dance, and it took me like ages to master the whole dance though it's just a few steps. Although our class size is like really the smallest, but I believe it's the best luh ! Well, from the bottom of my heart, this is what I truly felt. HEHE ! :D

2011-04-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

B1H09, AWESOME CLASS. :D

Yay ! Hahahaha, can't believe that it's only the second day of school, and half of the class is alr so united. School is fine, lectures are boring but I find tutorials fun. :D (Or maybe it's just comm skills tutorial?) But anyway, I don't really enjoy Principals of Management cuz I don't really understand it. :/ But I think F&B is fun. Haha ! Ohwell, it's only the first few days of school, perhaps my thinking will change after a few weeks ? :D

TODAY;

Lunch-Window shopping-Bowling with B1H09 classmates after lectures today ! :D

HAHA ! At first they wanted to watch Scream 4 but it's totally not my style cuz I'll get nightmares watching horror movies ! And they nearly tried to pull me in luh. D: I was like so scared and preparing to run away anytime. Lols. But in the end, we went Safra instead. Haha ! We wanted to play pool but the pool table there are full, so we ended up playing bowling. My bowling skills turned damn rusty luh, keep on dropping into the drain. ): We left Safra at near 6, and then took bus with Min Ming and Ivan.

2011-04-23T13:22:00.002+08:00

Despite the many unfortunate events that happened to her, she's still the prettiest in everyone's heart. ^_^ And despite many Singaporeans who doesn't like S.H.E (some don't even know who is S.H.E), I still think they're the best. :D

Photo taken from http://t.sina.com.cn/chensizhe

2011-04-22T11:04:00.004+08:00

FRESHMAN ORIENTATION YESTERDAY & WEDNESDAY WAS JUST

A-W-E-S-O-M-E ! :D

I couldn't believe that I was actually so hyped up luh, the orientation just makes me miss girl guides so much. ): So many cheers, everyone was so hyper, everyone was so LOUD, everyone was so on luh ! Hehehe. I love HTM ! But if it is without the "I hate it but it actually happened", I guess I would be happier. :D Oh yea, and Business school won the overall champion for the inter school competition AGAIN ! 7 TIMESSSS ! Wheeeeee !

And if it is not for the sake of me missing my dearies, I wouldn't have gone for speech day ! ): Lucky I didn't spent a lot of money of the OUTFITS, or else I'm gonna lose big time. Speech day was grand this yr, but kind of boring. Ended at 7.30, I immediately went to change back to my comfortable Orientation shirt and shorts. Had dinner in school, and HAD A FRYKK MEETUP ! :D Updated each other and awww, I really miss them so much. ):

2011-04-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was 'sort of' my official last day of work at Oral B ! (But I promised Shu Bing to help out on 22 & 23 Apr) Anyway, was called back to Brd last minute for another rehearsal. Zzz, plus going back to TP to get the blazer was a waste, cuz TP doesn't allow us to take. & Worst was, I hate it when Mrs Poh's reaction about not able to get the blazer was TOTALLY SACASTIC. Well, if you think we're lying, why not call the school and take it for us instead ? Bloody hell.

Ohwell, went out with Jing Wen and Siqi today, we went Toa Payoh for pool ! (: Hahaha, but basically, for the whole 1.5 hours, we only had a normal game. For the rest of the time inside the room, we're either teaching Siqi how to play or we just anyhow played. LOL ! Damn LOL luh, and plus it's only us in the room, we kind of gossiped everything we could think of. Hee. Bused down to Bugis after that, went to hunt for my new Pencilcase, new bagpack & new tops, before I buy dinner home.

2011-04-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

Work can be tiring, but I'm absolutely sure that it is definitely better than working in offices. (:

Free dental screening today ! At first the first impression of the dentists and consultants are they're... fierce. But actually they're quite friendly ! Haha. Morning's crowd was okay, but I was a bit stuck at first cuz I didn't help out in free dental screening before. But after that it was okay. Then in the afternoon when it started to rain very heavily..... THE ROADSHOW WAS FLOODED. It's damn LOL can. I was like, serving customers, then I saw the water coming it. LOL. Everyone was like, chionging to save the stuffs below the table luh. Then everyone panicked when the water went nearer to the switches, cuz we're scared of getting electric shock. O: But lucky it didn't luh, and I swear the cleaners at Chevron House have attitude problem okay. Bloody hell. They're like actually sweeping the water away from the escalator area, then we asked them to sweep the water away from our carpet cuz the water is alr reaching the switches and then one cleaner was like shouting: WAIT LAHHHH ! Walao ? Then if the water gets into the switches and anything goes wrong, who's gonna be responsible ? ZZZ. Anyway, sales today was... not that good. Lol.

2011-04-12T20:58:00.003+08:00

" On this day, God wants you to know that there is no such thing as problem without a Divine gift hidden in it. You have these problems because you need the gifts they carry within. "

Right, how true ? When problems arise, why do we humans always tend to push the faults around instead of reflecting on what have gone wrong with these problems ? Work at Oral B is quite okay for me, this week is at Chevron House. The disadvantage for this week is basically because we're OUTDOORS, so there's no air con. x.x Sweat the hell out of me man ! & Perhaps we didn't really put ourselves in their shoes, we don't really know what is going on, but so many people are unhappy due to the fact that they actually start pushing everyone they can think of to "in store" promoting at the very last minute because they are short handed. I mean.. who would be happy if suddenly you're being placed in a location, working all alone ? Sigh, anyway, whatever. It's not something that I could interfere on. O:

Oh ! And the new Broadrick sucks too ! Yucks man. They actually spoilt Broadrick's tradition. -.-

2011-04-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

Today is a good day cuz I finally get to see all my dearies ! :D

I miss miss miss miss them so much man I tell you ! Went back Broadrick for Speech Day rehearsal as well as to take our School Graduation Cert. What I can say now about Broadrick Secondary School is that it sucks. Seriously, Mr Phua & Mrs Ann Tan makes a better principal and vice principal than the bloody principal now. Idiot man, seriously. What's wrong with dyed hair ? It doesn't mean having dyed hair means we're ah lian ah beng okay, so what's with the reason that it will spoil Broadrick's image ? Retarded ttm. And We ain't told that we have to be dressed in formal office wear attire luh, we're only told to dress in white top and black bottom. In the end, Susan Poh asked us to go Parkway to get our formal attire. Like, seriously, why would I want to spend so much money just to get the bloody prize ? It's not worth it at all loh. Bloody hell. But it's okay, lucky it didn't really spoil my mood cuz I finally get to see all my dearies ! :D Heehee !

Ended the rehearsal at around 7.30pm, then all of us went KFC for dinner. (: Lucky it's not macdonalds again or else I'll be grudging on macs for consecutive 3 days. No joke man, seriously. ._.

2011-04-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

Oh wow ? Oh cool ! Oh.. sianxzc.

Started work yesterday @ AMK hub or Oral B roadshow. Hahaaha, as usual, it's super tiring but super fun ! Kept disturbing each other la. Make me laugh till my face turned blooody red. Made a lot of friends today ! I guess this is the biggest achievement I made. Heehee. Anyway, I wasn't scheduled to work today, but thank god. Or else my leg's gonna break into half. Working tomorrow, and I just came to realize FL, Jing Wen, Siqi & all my friends I made today ain't working tomorrow ! x.x Urgh ! Means I'm all aloneeeeee. ):

2011-04-02T22:57:00.003+08:00

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you've imagined

- Henry David Thoreau

Went out for dinner today with Mom, Bro, Sis & Bro-in-law. Bro & I went to meet sis at Plaza Sing first, and we spent a few hours at Virtual Land & Prize Stage, cuz sis is addicted to catching toys there. Lols. She spent like, $20+ on this cold coins machine, trying to earn gold coins with the TKA tags on it so that she could get her Mickey Mouse. & For me, I went to try this machine nearby, and just for the first try, I GOT THE TOY ! WAHAHAHA ! I was super overjoyed luh. Beginners Luck I say. But in the end, I gave the toy away to this little girl who kept crying cuz her mom wouldn't let her catch the toy anymore despite many times trying. Haa, feels good, cuz I've done a good deed ! But after that, I can't catch the toy anymore. T_T No more luck.

2011-03-31T09:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday; HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !

Yes yes yes, I say, I've finally quit SHRI ! :D

Well in fact, I'm really to the extreme that I'm happy about it. O: & I'm kinda eggcited about my new job ! Woohoo !

Went for training yesterday, learnt about sales and product details of what we're selling. Just felt kinda wasted that KN ain't selected to be one of the promoter for Oral B. ): Sigh, sian man !

And oh, of course, I'm excited cuz the whole roadshow event looks fun with lucky draw, games, dental screening etc. Hee, well, I hope it's gonna be getter than the Olay roadshow. :/

2011-03-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

I've been working in SHRI for like, 2 months alr. But I just can't bring myself to like this company. Zzz. I can't bring myself to feel sad that Friday will be my last day. Instead, i'm feeling so happy.

Maybe because of age gap. But I just can't understand what adults are feeling. In the last 2 months, I've been doing nothing in the office but facebooking. I was assigned to only doing ONE POWERPOINT for consecutive two weeks for annual report. -.- Even though I've finished the whole powerpoint, all they can say was CHECK FOR SPELLING ERROR. Zzz. This week, finally the last week, then everybody start to run to me and ask me to help them. So rush, yet I can't make any mistakes. Zzz.

MAYBE BECAUSE IM THE TYPE THAT CANNOT STAND WORKING IN OFFICE, if not I dont think I would be complaining so much.

2011-03-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

2March-6March.

Went hong kong with nanny and family ! Hahaha, I was kinda of excited when we're at the airport, ready to fly off to Hong Kong. Disneyland was as fascinating as usual, and we went Ocean park this time round too. Basically, it's a nice trip. (: I wanna go there with my family the next time round !!

And got myself a new Asus laptop at IT show yesterday, like finally, I can get rid of my old and dead laptop. I must treasure this laptop, cannot let it died under my hands again until I get myself another new one in future. Hehe.

2011-03-08T12:55:00.001+08:00

Annoying shitz. I didn't ask means I don't want right. Thick-skinned sia you. Zzz.

Oh right man, it's my last day @ oral B today, cuz the rest of the week I've got smth on. Heehee. Overall experience = okay okay loh.

Anyway, there's a grand event @ our roadshow today, so basically all the big shots were there as well as the media people. Some of the P&G people that I met @ the Olay event still remembered me luh. Came and talk to me, scary. x.x Had our lunch break super late, and then our dinner break super early. -.- Who will be hungry to eat during dinner break luh. So we ended up sitting at Coffeebean, drinking coffee. Hahaha. Clariss came to join us, and she made me laugh till I became bloody red AGAIN. HAHAHA. After work, went supper ! Went supper w NXD & ShuBing at Lavender 24 hour hawker centre. My dad was like scolding luh, cuz I didn't call to tell him I'm not going home and he was like, at Ang Mo Kio waitng to fetch me. x.x Gosh. & Then dad fetched us there for supper, went to work for one hour, and then came to fetch us home. Heeee. It's really rare for dads to do such things. Yay ! Best dad ever ! ♥

2011-02-25T13:49:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since I've blogged. O:
Blogging used to be a method that I would use to store every single memory I had in the past, but I've never realized what if one day, this blogger website is gone ? Will my memories be gone too ? Or is it stored forever in my heart ?

Anyway. I've turned 17 yesterday ! :D -clapclap-
This year is a wonderful year for me cuz throughout this whole week, I'm celebrating my b'day. ^_^ Sunday was with nanny, Monday with F.R.Y.K.K, Tuesday with family and Thursday with NXD, Bel, Daryl, Andy and FL ! Really thanks to everyone for making my b'day a memorable one ! I really appreciate all the efforts that you guys have put in to plan such wonderful birthday surprises for me ! ^_^ Oh, and my b'day wish for this year is I hope to have new poly friends that can be as sweet as the good friends who evolve around me right now ! :D (but of course I didn't mean they will replace you guys in my heart) Heheheheheeee.

2011-02-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Alright, a post before I go to bed. x)

Oh yay, today is a fruitful trip out ! I finally bought my addidas shoe, which is really FINALLY. O: From last yr till now I've always been wanting it and my SISTER bought it, giving me the urge to buy urgently. Though i don't quite like the colour of the new series but... i still like the deisgn. Heehee. & mom bought me a casio watch & a new bag for my b'day !! Woohoooo, I think the watch is nice, cuz I like ittttttttt. :D

2011-02-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了

你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我~

2011-02-16T21:45:00.003+08:00

I realise the way I expressed my feelings to many things seemed to be wrong.

Work today, as usual. Been working on powerpoint slides presentation for the annual report since Monday. I'm like working so hard on it, concentrating it but it seemed that my powerpoint slides are more for students than council meetings. :x Besides that, if you guys think I'm not doing a great job then you all do luh. No template, no samples, no instructions, nothing. You guys just throw a sentence: do a powerpoint slide presentation for the annual report. Zzz, hello, I'm only 16 going 17, how could I know what are the standards for VIP meetings ?

2011-02-14T22:10:00.004+08:00

Valentines day is just an ordinary Monday for me.

I spend another 3 hours doing nothing in the office AGAIN. As always, this job is so slackish because the moment we want to hand in the edited report for the boss to check and make further changes, he is always in the meeting. At the same time I cannot show to the other colleagues that I am so free. -.- So I have to pretend to work and I think I've read the annual report with a total of 20 over pages like, 5 times today ? Zzz. I was actually using fb happily cuz my table was located where no one can look through my computer until Clement told me that the wall behind has the reflection. LOLOL. So stupid luh. Anyway, went to do speed shopping today during lunch break, and I tell you it's really not easy. :/ I wonder how my sister is able to do that but... training down to douby ghaut which is one stop away had alr took 20 minutes of my time. Plus queuing up to dabao food etc alr took me another 20 minutes. Which means I'm only left with another 20 minutes to shop BUT, I need to travel back eh ? So in the end after buying lunch, I have to travel back. Epic fail sia.

Injection 2 months ago, Flu jab today, another injection on Saturday and another injection 2 months later. What is this ?!

2011-02-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

为什么一定要长大
为什么世界变得好复杂 ~

Okay okay okay, great. Thank goodness it's Friday alr ! This whole week is such a sleepy week for me, facing the computer for 8 hours straight doing things that are not interesting to me is like torturing me to the max. Especially when there's no common topic with the working adults whom have a wide age gap with me, it's even worst. Imagine 8 hours with nobody talking to you. O: I envy those who have alr started school, cuz by now, I came to realise that studying has greater fun than working in the office. O: WAIT, I guess working in events is the best afterall, although it's a boring and slacking job. Sigh, I wanna quit badly. BUT MY MOM WILL SCOLD. O:

2011-02-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

When I thought working in that department was fun, I was told to be transferred to the other department. -.- Zzz, I don't want. ): The people there are fierce. I prefer my current IT department, at least there're young people there who jokes. But today, I didn't feel bored ! Time flies today. :D I've been typing a total of 30 over pages of words into the microsoft word since 10.30am till 6pm. But the cons was that I typed till I really became cock eye. x.x Worst was my left eye hurts to the max and I didn't know why ! Feel like just plucking out my contacts on the spot but second thought, I better not. :D

2011-02-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

3rd day of work, nothing special. At least I made some friends there, and there's lunch companion when my sister's skipping lunch. Wooo ! 3 hours there, did nothing but listening to music. Zzz, boring ttm. I shall dl some videos and put it into my itouch so I won't feel bored when I've nothing to do.